i saw the perfect movie. it was really magic, and not in a corny, wordy way but in a way that hurts you and makes you feel horrible and full and empty and alive. it feels so wonderful to know that there are other people like us out there who can make movies about things that matter. i told you once that you care about things that matter but i couldn't explain what that meant. i think this movie makes it a little clearer. sometimes i have no idea what is going on, but i just wanted to say thank you.